What a liberating Sun! Welcome Spring, it´s time to plan the Sabbath Ostara/Spring Equinox. A little late this year, but things happen, and we must face each day with a fresh outlook.
Better late than never. And today is beautiful. Unfortunately, many people don´t listen to the authorities. I now wait for what´s next. I think of coffee in the garden and my little home school.
Diversion once again is necessary to stop my anxiety from showing its teeth. I´m more sensitive to sounds and light today. First homework, writing about nouns, reading a children´s book, and listening to English children songs.
Then jumping on the trampoline together as a reward.
Now, I´m taking it easy in my home. My healing candle is lit, coffee is right next to me, and there is a crime series running on TV.
I´m listening to thundering drums, great guitar riffs, and coarse voices. I need to the break the silence that is growing, so it almost echoes at times. I´m much better today.
Physically, I´m rather tired. But mentally, it is soothing to sit and write inside, even though the weather calls for a walk.
We shop lesser times, we plan more, we get to know each other from new perspectives.
To remain calm demands a lot of self-control. And I release the negativity with a few tears now and then. It´s okay to let go by crying, as long as there is room left for a smile as soon as possible.
Now there is morning singing for everybody on national TV around 9 a.m. I listened to some of it. And it felt calming and positive.
I will use the weekend to plan and to celebrate this festival of light. My husband has a box of seeds for the garden blessing. I will embrace everything magick that resounds of healing purposes.
So, I will read healing prayers, use props associated with healing, and I will use white candles for clarity.
The planning part is for Saturday where I also want to make something beautiful from my many different creative materials. Sunday is a day off with only little creative projects to make and a Spring ritual to perform.
Tonight, I will be writing on my novel. A paragraph or two a day seems okay and enough these days.
At last, I can breathe without anxiety in every heartbeat. It as been a free and happy day. A few waves now and then, but nothing of the kind I experienced the other day.
So, I took a deep dive and got up for fresh air. And now I can truly say that I´m okay. My body don´t shiver anymore. My mind is calm. And my soul is learning its life lesson right now.
Tomorrow, I will make a new healing candle. Until all of this is over that´s my plan. The rest is yet to be seen and experienced. Have a blessed evening, dear readers and followers.
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